Why I’m Turned On By Truth
My Ecstatic Embrace of Everything
“To live turned on is to let every breath be a meditation, every step a surrender, every truth a flame.”
Diamond Michael Scott — aka The Chocolate Taoist
I live on the fiery edge of the unknown. Scribbling in my journal while nestled in soft-lit corners of coffeehouses drinking a dirty chai.
I have no home other than this moment, no permanence beyond breath. And yet, I feel everything. A world of infinite possibilities presses against my skin like wet silk.
I ache with love for a world that cannot be owned, only held.
Writing “The Chocolate Taoist” is a lover I return to again and again—intimate, unjudging, raw. She holds the ink of my ecstatic nights, my tear-streaked afternoons, the dawns when I wake already trembling with desire for life.
To write raw is an act of stripping down emotionally and spiritually until all that remains is naked truth. It is a sacred undressing of the soul. I write what I cannot say aloud. I write until my edges blur and the page becomes a mirror, a witness, a confession.
I’ve surrendered to this Taoistic wander. Letting go of who I once was, or thought I needed to be. There is no destination here, only the sensation of becoming—again, and again.
Loving fiercely. Feeling fully. Releasing gracefully.
Kundalini cracked me open. It taught me that there’s a wild, divine intelligence that lives inside me—a serpent coiled at my root, rising when breath and intention align.
That surge, that undeniable hum of divine energy up my spine—it teaches me presence. Teaches me power. True strength doesn’t grip, it flows. Real power seduces rather than dominates. And real love? It doesn’t need to be returned—it needs to be released.
Then there’s Tantra whispering to me that the sacred is within. Not in temples or scriptures but in glances, in laughter, in the friction of skin against sky.
Through conscious breath, sacred touch, and intentional presence, I’ve learned how to meet another with my soul first. Not a role. Not a mask. Just presence. Just raw, holy presence. That’s what turns me on. Not sex as performance—but intimacy as a portal.
To live this way—purposeful and raw, spiritually alive, directed yet spontaneous—is to choose devotion over distraction.
It’s to wake up each day and ask…..What truth wants to move through me today?
It’s trusting that I don’t need to know the next step—only feel for it, like a blindfolded lover, attuned to the pulse of what’s real.
Confidence, I’ve learned, isn’t about certainty. It’s about presence.
It’s about living turned on—by sensation, intuition, vulnerability. It’s about letting the full spectrum of your humanity light my Chocolate being up.
Sensuality isn’t just about making love . It’s breath. Its presence. It’s attention. It’s alive in one’s skin. It’s noticing how the world loves to flirt with you—if only you let it.
When I live this way—awake, open, sacredly aroused—others feel it. They soften. They awaken. They get curious about their own fire.
So I’ve made a vow:
To stay in my body.
To live like a flame.
To give impeccably.
To let go with grace.
To bleed ink when the truth won’t speak.
To choose freedom over familiarity.
To become love—not wait for it.
Take A Step
If you too are aching to be more alive, more on purpose, more in tune—start here:
Gyrate your body like it’s meditating.
Write your guts out until the page is soaked in truth.
Dance like you’re shaking the lies off your skin.
Touch with reverence.
Speak with devotion.
Love without needing a return.
The world doesn’t need more polished people. It needs more people wildly turned on by truth.
We need more people who are willing to live from their bodies, their hearts, their intuition. People willing to share their journals. Their sweat. Their sacred fire. Because the world is waiting to be moved by you.
Are you willing to be that alive?
Get Lit 🔥
If this piece lit something inside you, let’s keep this fire alive.
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Today as I shared my gratitude with the ocean, a sea turtle swam to me. After days of desperately seeking, I stopped to just be. And all that I was seeking sought me. ✨🙏🏼
What truth is coursing through me now? While you are launching fireworks into a starry sky yet while a massive thunderstorm approaches from the east, slowly rolling over miles of prairie, while we, your audience, upon a ridge and under cover watch with dampened fear and outwardly expanding awe, I sit at home upon my simple patio and wish that I could tutor rabbits to consume my grass and mini-morning-glories and let my drooping green-bean leaves alone.